Wednesday, November 10, 2010

All these highs make the lows lower...

It's weird.
I'm happy as ever.
And yet, when I'm not with him
I feel empty.
I need a distraction. =\

I've been listening to a lot of music at school, trying not to sleep so I can catch up. But it's hard. All I want to do is sleep and dream or go outside or play my guitar or write or be with someone. Anything but sit here and waste my day. Yet I know I need to do this. I need to get through it so I can go to college and make something out of myself. I need to stay focused instead of daydreaming all the time. I'm currently 15596 words behind on my novel. It's kinda sad. I don't know what happened.
Blah..


I'm gonna go walk the halls and clear my mind now.
I can't wait till Friday.
I'll catch up and go to the court house to get my passport.
It'll be good.
Well, talk to you later.

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