I don't know what to think about that.
It's been 134 days since I've started my blog. That sounds like a long time, but when you think about the scheme of a lifetime it really isn't. But it's certainly long enough to have done more than I've done here. It's a little disappointing. I feel like I haven't been doing much lately. I'm trying to get better. I'm trying to get things done and patch up some strained relationships, but I keep getting selfish. I just wanna feel good and sleep and take my time to enjoy things. I don't wanna put forth effort where I don't feel it's entirely needed. I'm just being stupid and lazy really...
I've been losing track of what I want to do with my life I think. I've been enjoying what I have, thinking I'll always have it. But I should know better. That's just the cute little girl in me thinking I'm a pampered princess and no matter what happens, my knight will come rescue me. lol, I've noticed I'm kind of rambling now. That's alright. I'm just wasting time because I can't think of what to write for AP English. Hm.. Yeah. It's almost time to go. I'll just leave it at that.
Ttyl.
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