It's been awhile.

I've almost reached a thousand pageviews.
I don't know what to think about that.

   It's been 134 days since I've started my blog. That sounds like a long time, but when you think about the scheme of a lifetime it really isn't. But it's certainly long enough to have done more than I've done here. It's a little disappointing. I feel like I haven't been doing much lately. I'm trying to get better. I'm trying to get things done and patch up some strained relationships, but I keep getting selfish. I just wanna feel good and sleep and take my time to enjoy things. I don't wanna put forth effort where I don't feel it's entirely needed. I'm just being stupid and lazy really...
   I've been losing track of what I want to do with my life I think. I've been enjoying what I have, thinking I'll always have it. But I should know better. That's just the cute little girl in me thinking I'm a pampered princess and no matter what happens, my knight will come rescue me. lol, I've noticed I'm kind of rambling now. That's alright. I'm just wasting time because I can't think of what to write for AP English. Hm.. Yeah. It's almost time to go. I'll just leave it at that.

Ttyl. 

Silence.

Tomorrow is a national day of silence

To remember those we've lost due to suicide.

FYI

The ones who need the most help are the ones who don't ask for it. We stay silent to represent those people, and that they still exist, and they still need help.



The eyes are the window to the soul.

This is me now.

I was in an artsy mood.

I've been practicing my oboe solo

and some fingerpicking on my guitar.

But then I saw my camera and was like,

Hey,

Lets take some pictures.

So I did.

Welcome to me.

And my insane boredom >.<

Some real good writing

   I don't know what made me think of this story, but I think it's quite exceptional. We read it in my class at IYWS. I'm re-reading it now and I thought I'd share it with all of you. Sorry, the only site I could find it on is bland and tiny. But here you go.

Car Crash While Hitchhiking

By Denis Johnson

  It's ugly and real and I absolutely love it. Oh, and here's another one. This one's a little slow at first but I thought it was pretty amazing.

Kaleidoscope

By Ray Bradbury

  The ending is terrible and beautiful. I hope you enjoy these. Or at least take the time to read them. That'd be cool too.